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what do you really say here...do you want to hear my horror story ...lol so grateful for a active site....been ana for about 20 yrs...my current condition is recovered...lol and my ultimate reward is depression and i'm now over weight....really over wieght....! i'm currently 170lbs...i cry just typing it 2 yrs ago i was death wieght...treament helped alot mentally with my childhood issues and making me understand why i'm like this...but this was my greatest fear and now i'm facing it...ana is my self discipline...my only control..icant live with the wieght...so today is november 3rd and i'm starting a 14day fast....i will up date and become more open in time....by the way those of you who are trying to be ana or want to be ana...please be sure to visit some one with a feeding tube ....an eating disorder is not a choice it's an illness...if you chose this you deserve the constant pain that comes with it!